Thank you for being there for me

Lord Jesus,
You asked at Gesthemany if we wouldn't spend at least one hour with you in what would be your last peaceful hour on Earth. Here I haven't spent even a moment in two years! I'm so sorry. I know you have been with me, especially during my darkest hours.

Heavenly Father,
The incredible miracles you work in my life every day go unpraised and unthanked. I'm so sorry. See how I fail you even as you are ever faithful to me. I had prostate cancer and you brought me safely through surgery and the complete removal of the cancer from my body and the healing of my self afterward. I thanked you personally, but I didn't declare your greatness to the world as I should have. So I do it here and now. It's been nearly a year and a half, and no sign of the cancer again. Praise God. Thank you Heavenly Father for awakening me to its presence, to alerting my doctors to it early so that it might be excised and eliminated in its entirety from me. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for your care, your love, your healing power.

Thank you Father and Lord Jesus for loving me and caring for me despite my lack of response to you. I know you love me and I know that you know that I love you. Thank you for all that you are.